Miko

I am here to report the following news;

+ I am in hospital, treatment for anorexia
+ I am doing much better
+ I have permanently moved my personal scramblings to mourirdefaim
+ I miss all of you
+ I am engaged

Squeeeeeeee!
He proposed to me two nights ago, I'm in IP so it wasn't all candlelight dinner and roses-romantic - but I don't care.
We're engaged.

I'm baking bran muffins now.
I wonder how they'll turn out.

I just want to keep on running.

We went sumo wrestling for a friends barchelorette party.
It was awesome.

Happy birthday, _fauxtography!!

thatijana has moved. She's gone.

:(

Today I went for a walk/jog. It's been too long, my body was aching all the way and my breath.. Well.. I should stop smoking.
I hit a new number on the scale today also.

I've just applied for a job at Toys 'R' Us.
It sounds like so much fun, especially since I have a half year free to do what i want until i can go to school!

Unpacking is a bitch!
The only good thing is that i finally get to organize my clothes and throw away the things i don't want or need any more. I don't have room for all my DVD's :(

89 lbs.
mother fuck.

roligheten,

i say some stupid shit
don't mean a word of it
you know i got a lot of love inside me
this world's an ugly place
for such a pretty face
they're comin at you from all sides
but they gotta get through me

i want to protect you
i want you to be safe and sound
at night in this world
such a delicate girl needs someone
to look out for the wolves
i want to protect you

He left me last night.
For good.

I'VE GROWN!
My malnourished body finally decided to accept the food and let me grow!!!!
I'm now 157 WOOOOHOOO :D

YY HELLO

I just got back from seeing "The Who" with my mom. Earlier today, I saw Juliette and the Licks and it was fucking awesome, you should all be jealous! And and yesterday I saw The Scissor Sisters and that rocked too.

Hey Stupid Therapist --

Stop yelling at me for feeling good.

Hooary for ungrateful people.

My life is a serious mess. Troubles with my boyfriend, troubles with my roommate, so I'm moving home soon.
I have developed social anxiety and it's a bitch.

I just had a cold, refreshing bath. Mmm.